Post by ~*Jesi*~ on Jul 24, 2011 23:50:35 GMT -5
So a lot of people seem to be doing this, so i decided to make one. Plus, I needed to get somethings off of my chest where no one I know irl will see them.
First of all, I know I don't have it as bad as a lot of people do, but trust me, I'm not one of those whiny spoiled kids. My dad is an alcoholic that comes home drunk every night and is pretty mean. Like he doesn't actually hit me or anything, but honestly, he seems to care more about beer, snuff and himself than us. I know he's my dad and I'm supposed to love him, but I don't, my feelings are actually more opposite of that.
So I don't like giving my friend's names away on the internet. For this reason we're just going to call my friend C, okay?
Like I said in the c-box, i just got back from spending like almost four days at my friend's house. I love her like she's my sister but she's so annoying sometimes. Like I come over to her house and sure we'll do some stuff, but mostly she just sat around texting her 'boyfriend.' She met him online 4 months ago and they started dating after like 2 days I think. Now honestly, I think she's pretty much obsessed with him. I'm happy for her and all, but is it too much to ask for you not to be spending all your time talking to him when I come over after i haven't seen you for like weeks? And then last night, one of her other friends came over. She knows that I don't like her other friend at all, and yet she comes over while I'm still there. So I had to pretend like I like her and like I didn't mind that C seemed to have completely forgotten that i was over.
For the same reason as above, we're just going to call this person J.
So, I told the guy that I've liked for literally forever (J) how I felt a month ago. I'll admit that I told him in a weird way, I sent him a message over Facebook. In my defense, that was the only way I could contact him, and the people on Myyearbook told me too or I'd regret it, so i did. Well, that was horrible advice. He never said anything back. I would check it everyday and wouldn't get a message. It hurt me pretty badly that he wouldn't even tell me that he didn't like me back or something. Despite all that, I still can't get him out of my mind, and think about him almost all of the time. I'm pretty sure that I love him even though he hurt me really badly and he obviously doesn't feel the same way. I know that someone's about to say that he just doesn't go on Facebook very much and he just hasn't seen it, but I've seen him online so I know that's not true.
So that was mega long, sorry. If you've gotten to this thanks for reading it. (Unless you just skipped over the rest of it.)
First of all, I know I don't have it as bad as a lot of people do, but trust me, I'm not one of those whiny spoiled kids. My dad is an alcoholic that comes home drunk every night and is pretty mean. Like he doesn't actually hit me or anything, but honestly, he seems to care more about beer, snuff and himself than us. I know he's my dad and I'm supposed to love him, but I don't, my feelings are actually more opposite of that.
So I don't like giving my friend's names away on the internet. For this reason we're just going to call my friend C, okay?
Like I said in the c-box, i just got back from spending like almost four days at my friend's house. I love her like she's my sister but she's so annoying sometimes. Like I come over to her house and sure we'll do some stuff, but mostly she just sat around texting her 'boyfriend.' She met him online 4 months ago and they started dating after like 2 days I think. Now honestly, I think she's pretty much obsessed with him. I'm happy for her and all, but is it too much to ask for you not to be spending all your time talking to him when I come over after i haven't seen you for like weeks? And then last night, one of her other friends came over. She knows that I don't like her other friend at all, and yet she comes over while I'm still there. So I had to pretend like I like her and like I didn't mind that C seemed to have completely forgotten that i was over.
For the same reason as above, we're just going to call this person J.
So, I told the guy that I've liked for literally forever (J) how I felt a month ago. I'll admit that I told him in a weird way, I sent him a message over Facebook. In my defense, that was the only way I could contact him, and the people on Myyearbook told me too or I'd regret it, so i did. Well, that was horrible advice. He never said anything back. I would check it everyday and wouldn't get a message. It hurt me pretty badly that he wouldn't even tell me that he didn't like me back or something. Despite all that, I still can't get him out of my mind, and think about him almost all of the time. I'm pretty sure that I love him even though he hurt me really badly and he obviously doesn't feel the same way. I know that someone's about to say that he just doesn't go on Facebook very much and he just hasn't seen it, but I've seen him online so I know that's not true.
So that was mega long, sorry. If you've gotten to this thanks for reading it. (Unless you just skipped over the rest of it.)
*huggles back*
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